Me: *peeks out from behind curtain* “Hey guys!” *awkward smile*
Audience Member: *glares* “You missed 3 weeks!” *whispers* “Plus a day!” *throws tomato*
Merry belated Christmas!!! 🙂 I know, I know, it’s been three weeks. I missed three weeks! But I feel bad and I’m sorry. I know, excuses are lame but hear me out.
Or… read me out? *shakes head* I don’t know what I just did.
If you’re in high school, or even in middle school, you can understand the stress that comes with exams. And in my case, it was exams and an audition.
I was uber stressed out and had no room in my overflowing brain for a blog post, nor did I really have the motivation or time to write even half a post.
So I’m sorry, and I hope this blog post will compensate for the past three weeks. Before I get into this post however, let me remind you of a very important fact…
2016 is in 2 days.
Let that sink in.
2016 is in 2 days!
Let’s be real, are most of us even ready for this? Did we fulfill everything we planned since January, when we came up with our 2015 resolutions? (Seriously, where has the time gone?)
It’s unreal how quickly this year has gone by, leaving nothing in its path except for uncompleted resolutions. Personally, I feel as though I’ve accomplished nothing this year.
Zip. Zero. Nada.
However, when I went back to review and looked at my 2015 resolutions, I realized I actually accomplished a lot. My list consisted of only 5 things.
- Audition at least 3 times.
- Write 5 good songs.
- Write a book.
- Be more caring and responsible.
- Be a better daughter.
Number 1 (auditioning) was something I was scared of doing, but I did it. I faced that fear.
Number 2 (writing songs) was something I didn’t see happening when I initially wrote this down. But guess what? I didn’t write 5 good songs. I wrote 13 amazing songs!
Number 3 (write a book) was something I could’ve accomplished, but didn’t. Instead, I fished for ideas day in and day out. I started one storyline, deleted it and switched to another. Finally over the summer, I came up with the best storyline yet and presently I’m working on chapter 6. So no, I didn’t finish a book, but at least I started it!
Number 4 (be more caring and responsible)… I’d like to say that I have been all that number 4 asked of me this entire year, but I’m trying to be an honest person. I’ve definitely made tons of effort to be caring towards my younger sister, but as a newfound middle schooler, she finds my attempts annoying and they most always end in a disagreement of some sort.
(Whatever… she’s annoying too) 😉
Responsibility is something I’ve tampered with. I’ve been responsible when asked to help my sister, I’ve taken on the task of making dinner numerous times, I’ve been trusted with using my electronic devices at school (per mom’s designated times and rules). I wouldn’t say it’s been this way the whole year though. Therefore I consider number 4 incomplete. But I’m working on it.
Number 5 (be a better daughter) is something difficult to explain. I’d rate myself a 50% on this one. While many people have told me otherwise, I personally feel as though I could strive to be a better daughter. So the journey continues with number 5.
I may have only checked off two items on my list with satisfaction, but those resolutions aren’t the only verdict of how my 2015 went.
Just because I didn’t do everything on that list doesn’t mean I didn’t do other stuff.
I started a blog, for one, and it’s been a pretty amazing experience so far!
I started high school, and I’m surviving it! And…
I’ve become stronger!
As a teen, I’m learning to love myself and to define healthy boundaries. I’m learning to take better care of myself and to put myself first in regards to my personal needs, goals and dreams.
So now, I’m feeling inspired and striving to create achievable resolutions for 2016. My list consists of the following:
- Finish the book.
- Learn guitar (play at least two songs).
- Strive for all A’s and B’s by the end of the school year.
- Audition for at least 3 things.
- Have more self confidence.
- Remember to smile.
- Be more responsible.
- Never miss a blog post (what did I just do).
- Take care of my body (eat well, exercise, get plenty of rest).
- Stay strong.
Make sure you hold me to number 8… 😉
Now it’s your turn. What are your resolutions for the new year? Comment below and share some of the things you’d like to accomplish. I would love to hear all about it!
Happy New Year everyone! 🙂